Hello, Its Been Awhile

Hello Everyone..

I'm back to my blog. I wasn't sure I wanted to write anymore only because I am just not great at writing. But after much consideration, yes I have decided to continue writing. 

So lets see what has been happening in my life lately. Not a lot to be honest. My dad decided to give up driving and sold his car. He just gets too tired from the former blood clots. So we are down to one car now. I do most of the shopping. My dad still will drive himself to the doctor, but that's about it. 

Also, I am officially registered for school again. I have not been in school for while. And I am excited to get back to it. I also broke down and applied for Financial Aid. I do not know how much aid I will get. But I registered anyway. 

Still have not found part time work. Its so frustrating. But I am still hopeful. I am probably going to be giving up my painting. I have not been very profitable. I have sold a few pieces. But nothing since about a month ago. I sold some Christmas ornaments. It is what it is. Don't get me wrong I love it and I am very good at it. But that's not going to sell paintings. 

I am doing a vlog on YouTube for Live Your Life Like Its Chocolate now. Its just about my life and trying to live a positive life. That is how I want my life to be--happy and positive. No negativity for this gal anymore. It only brings you down. 

Ive been too much living in fear of my own shadow and fear of offending people, fear of disappointing people and not living my own life for me. That stops NOW!! And I am done with fake friends and non existent friends. Friendship is a two way street with me. If you cant meet me half way, then it is time for me to go. I don't do one sided friendships, never have never will. 

As I said on Facebook the other day. I am doing to live my life for ME and if no one likes, well do damn bad. 

The reason I started this blog in the first place was to live a good life, a happy life and be more positive. I haven't been doing much of that in the past and its time for a change. 

Thanks for reading..

Until next time..

Estelle

Another Weekend Gone

Here is another weekend come and gone. They go by so fast, don't they. One minute its Friday and then you blink and poof its Sunday evening.

I started my painting. I'm in love with it. I have so much to learn. I'm going to have to keep practicing to get the technique down. But I'm excited for this new thing in my life. 

Had my tarot cards read yesterday. Main theme was to put certain things behind me and move forward. Its going to be baby steps. I have to get over my feelings for someone and right now, I don't want to let him go. But for my own self I must. Especially since we are no longer friends. 

Painting and school and making new friends will be my life. I want to live a happy and fulfilled life. I don't think that is too much to ask, right? That's why I started this blog. I want to live my life like its chocolate..happy, fulfilled, sweet, tastes good and for that brief moment you forget about all your stresses and worries in life. 

So live your life like its chocolate, today and everyday..

Until next time.