Here is another weekend come and gone. They go by so fast, don't they. One minute its Friday and then you blink and poof its Sunday evening.
I started my painting. I'm in love with it. I have so much to learn. I'm going to have to keep practicing to get the technique down. But I'm excited for this new thing in my life.
Had my tarot cards read yesterday. Main theme was to put certain things behind me and move forward. Its going to be baby steps. I have to get over my feelings for someone and right now, I don't want to let him go. But for my own self I must. Especially since we are no longer friends.
Painting and school and making new friends will be my life. I want to live a happy and fulfilled life. I don't think that is too much to ask, right? That's why I started this blog. I want to live my life like its chocolate..happy, fulfilled, sweet, tastes good and for that brief moment you forget about all your stresses and worries in life.
So live your life like its chocolate, today and everyday..
Until next time.
Happy Thursday..
I know its already the evening time. But I wanted to get on here and write a little something for today.
I went and sold some gold jewelry today. I got $481.00. Next week I start selling off some of my moms antiques. I will keep a few things. I don't want to have to do it. But it is necessary. My dad wants to move out of our house. I don't really. But I have no choice, I have no money right now and I don't want him to be alone with his health issues.
With this money I got today, I can register for an online Excel class. I don't know this particular program very well. And it hinders my job search, not having updated computer and application skills.
I want to go get some paint supplies and start my art. I will do that this weekend. Start small. I cant wait to create something.
That's it for today. Until next time.
Remember live your life like its chocolate..
Well, its another day. Got up. Had breakfast. Watched my favorite you tuber Daze With Jordan The Lion. Love his vlogs. He inspires me.
Went grocery shopping for my dad. Now sitting here writing my blog.
Thinking of all the things I want to do, need to do to make my life happy and fulfilling.
I restarted my healthy eating again. I am bound and determined to lose this weight once and for all. Its weighing heavy on my mental state (no pun intended). And it contributes to the pain in my back from my Spinal Stenosis. It will be a slow and steady process. But I am so happy I finally gotten this part of my journey restarted.
As I stated yesterday I am thinking of starting a vlog myself. Not sure if I want to do a travel vlog or a vlog of my daily life and putting it out there about my weight loss journey. I feel like that will keep me on track. If I put it out there, then I can be accountable in my weight loss. Not sure if anyone would be interested in watching me talk. lol But you never know.
Ive also started my job search. That's another issue.
You know what they say "Rome wasn't built in a day." And I have to remember that will all the things I want to accomplish. I need patience and time.
Thank you for visiting today. Until next time friends...
So today is a new day...
I applied for disability a few months ago due to my Spinal Stenosis. Yesterday I got the notice of my denial. At first, I was "ok well I guess God has a different plan for me". This morning I woke up sad, stressed and afraid of what is going to happen. And I cried. They based my denial on a job I held 9 years ago.
But now, I'm like, maybe this a blessing in disguise for me. Prior to this, all I did was lay in bed and watch TV or play games on my cell phone. My life didn't exist. I have sat here thinking is that the life I really want for myself. The answer is NO!
So now after shaking off my sadness and despair I have made some decisions. I am going to try and go back to work. I have to admit I am scared. I have only had one official job in the past job in the past 9 years. I don't know how long it will take me. But my goal is to work part time and finish my college education.
This blog will continue. But I also want to start a vlog, as well. The vlog will be different. Maybe a travel vlog. What do you think?
The only thing I know today, at this very minute is that my life has new meaning. It has this new meaning because that is the direction I want it to take. No matter the pain. I need to live the best life I can for the remaining years I have left. To make it count.
Until next time..
